Like a tree planted by living water

This is a prayer based on Psalm 1, which is my favourite.

God of creation, beautiful, nourishing and wild,
Make us like the Psalmist’s trees, planted by streams of living water, with deep roots searching for the source of life.
When we reach the living water, refresh us and make us fruitful.
Grow in us humility, compassion, and the desire to serve you wherever you plant us.
Teach us the difference between light and darkness, that we might delight in your ways and flee from paths of wickedness.
Help us to let go of those broken and unhealthy parts of ourselves that are like the chaff the wind drives away, knowing that your judgment is permeated with mercy.
And when the drought comes, we trust that our lives will not wither, but that in all the ways that really matter, we will prosper.
In the name of Christ, Alpha and Omega, the beginning and the end,
Amen.

Prayers from this morning

These are prayers from this morning, based on the lectionary readings Ephesians 1:2-14, Mark 6:14-29 and Psalm 24.

Blessed are you, God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ. You chose us before the foundation of the world to be holy and blameless before you in love. We thank you for adopting us as your children and for your grace and patience with us.

In Christ you shared in the suffering of humanity and of the rest of the world you created. We pray for those suffering in their body, mind or spirit, and lift them to you in the silence of our hearts…. May they know your presence and receive your healing.
Lord in your mercy

We lift before you situations of injustice and pray for those people and organizations who speak truth to power; give them the courage of John the Baptist and the resources they need to serve you in this way.

In this time of political change and uncertainly, inspire our leaders to ever greater integrity and give them wisdom for the decisions they must take each day. May they prioritize the needs of the most vulnerable, and risk making unpopular decisions when they are in the interests of society as a whole.
Lord in your mercy

We lift before you those suffering in places of conflict and war, thinking particularly of Sudan, Haiti, Israel/Palestine, Ukraine and other places we bring to you in the silence… we pray for peace and for creative solutions to apparently intractable situations.
Lord in your mercy

The earth is yours, and all that is in it, you founded it on the seas and established it on the rivers. We praise you for water that sustains us and all your creatures. Forgive us for wasting, polluting and taking this precious gift for granted. Help us to respect and restore our seas and rivers, for the sake of all your creatures.

And we pray for people in places where water is not the gift it should be – places suffering from drought or from flooding. Help us to find ways to live in better balance with the forces of nature.
Lord in your mercy

We pray for the church as she seeks your face. In her quest for truth, give her wisdom when taking decisions, compassion for the vulnerable and grace in relating to others. We pray for our Bishop Robert, our chaplains, and our curate. Fill their hearts with joy and peace.
Lord in your mercy

Thank you for the hope we have that in the fullness of time you will gather up all things in Christ. And so we leave all these peoples and places in your all-embracing arms, and chose to trust you and not be afraid.

Merciful Father…

Tea blessing


Anyone who knows me knows that tea is essential to my well-being. I don’t want to take it for granted, so I’ve written a little blessing to commence my tea-drinking ritual. The photo is of a tea plantation in Munnar, Kerala (India).

You cool me in summer and warm me in winter,
You calm me when stressed and rouse me when weary.
Warm cup of comfort in my hands,
I’m sorry for your tainted past.
Blessed be the hills that nursed you,
Blessed be the hands that plucked you,
Blessed be the one who brewed you,
Thank you for the tea.

A foreign woman educates Jesus

This reflection on Matthew 15:21-28 was inspired by feminist readings of the story of Jesus’ encounter with the Canaanite woman. Unfortunately, I can’t find the exact reference I used.

I think that most of us are used to talking about Jesus as fully God and fully human, but in practice I think we are much more comfortable focussing on his divinity than his humanity. Our passage today reveals something about the limitations Jesus lived with because he was a human being, while the star of the story is unquestionably the Canaanite woman. She is such an extraordinary character that, I think, she deserves to be up there on the list of the most influential women in the Bible; yet when I did a Google search for Biblical heroines, I didn’t find her name on the list of ‘20 Amazing Women in the Bible to Learn From and Admire’, or the ‘19 Powerful Women in the Bible to Inspire You’ or even ‘Heroines and Harlots: 20 Biblical Women Who Impacted Their World’. I did, finally, find her mentioned in a modest website in a quiet corner of the internet named ‘9 Anonymous Heroines of the Bible’. So, what is it about her that I have been so impressed with? Let’s take a look at the story to find out. Jesus had travelled to the gentile region of Tyre and Sidon, he had escaped into foreign territory to try and get some rest from the demands of the crowds and the threats of the religious establishment and, perhaps, to prepare the disciples for what lay ahead. But there was to be no rest for Jesus. The Canaanite woman had a daughter in a desperate situation, diagnosed with the techniques of the day as being possessed by a demon. We don’t know what the symptoms were, but these days we might have understood her as having epilepsy or a mental health problem. My own experience of having a child with serious depression leaves me with great compassion for this woman, we were lucky to have access to a brilliant psychotherapist and anti-depressants that turned the situation around, but I still felt a lot of fear at times, and anxiety and helplessness. The Canaanite woman had no help and, in addition, her daughter would have been stigmatized because people believed she was possessed. It is no wonder, then, that when a miracle-working itinerant preacher was rumoured to be on his way into town that she went out in search of him. She would do whatever it took to get her daughter the help she needed. But she faced a number of obstacles in getting access to Jesus. She was a gentile, which was bad enough, but she was also a Canaanite. This was more problematic, as the Canaanites were the ancient inhabitants of the Promised Land, the archetypal enemies who had been stripped of access to the land when the Hebrews moved in from the desert. This detail points to the fact that this woman was similarly denied access to Israel’s resources, this time in the form of their messiah. In addition, she was a woman in a time when women were typically dominated by men, and it must have been intimidating for her to be faced with the 12 hostile men surrounding Jesus. But her love for her daughter and her sense of desperation led her to the point that she was willing to shout at a stranger in the street. As we will see, she uses every resource available to her to get access to Jesus’ power. To start off with, she leads with her voice, begging for mercy in her painful situation with a cry from the heart. Jesus didn’t respond at all, which is extremely troubling. But the woman wasn’t put off by this, she wasn’t going to take no for an answer and so she kept yelling at him. I am quite sure that the disciples told her to go away, but since Jesus himself hadn’t told her to leave, she still had hope. She continued to call out to Jesus until the disciples couldn’t take it any longer and urged him to get rid of her, but his mind seemed to be elsewhere. At first, I wondered whether he was just too exhausted or distracted to respond? But then it occurred to me that perhaps he didn’t know what to say? Perhaps he was thinking out loud as he said his next words: ‘I was sent only to the lost sheep of the house of Israel.’ The minute he started to engage with her question, she used her next resource – her body. She physically moved herself in front of Jesus preventing him from walking forward. Many commentators point out that she was kneeling in front of him in a position of submission and worship, and although this may be true, I see it as a position of strength. It is quite an assertive and potentially risky thing for a lone woman to block the path of 13 men – but her gamble pays off. She asks again for Jesus’ help. She’s audacious and persistent. She’s fearless, or at least her love for her daughter overcomes any fear about what might happen to her own body. Jesus’ response was not very encouraging, to say the least: ‘It is not fair to take the children’s food and throw it to the dogs’. As was current practise at the time, he likened her and her people to dogs, and although he uses the word for a domesticated pet rather than a rabies-infested stray, it doesn’t get us away from the problem that even the most beloved pooch is in no way remotely equal to its human master. He’s saying that she and her people aren’t invited to the heavenly banquet. Again, I choose to interpret this as Jesus externally processing the challenge set before him. This insult would have floored most people, but she doesn’t waste time feeling insulted, our heroine remains undeterred and resorts to her final resource: her intellectual creativity. She responds with the clever riposte ‘Yes, Lord, yet even the dogs eat the crumbs that fall from their masters’ table. It’s such a great image, I can just imagine the dogs under the table excitedly running after anything that falls to the ground and devouring it, while above the table, the meal is being picked at by fussy children who aren’t at all convinced by this new dish that they are being offered. With this masterstroke, she took Jesus on at his own game, this Jesus who was so good at repartee and verbal jousting was bested by a gentile woman. And it wasn’t just intellectual sparring, she managed to change his mind. This is the only instance we read of where Jesus was educated by someone, and that someone was a woman, a woman who should not properly have been speaking to him at all. I wonder how Jesus felt about this encounter. I hope he enjoyed it. How did it feel for him to lose the argument and realise that he had to change his mind? What is clear, is that he recognized truth when he heard it. Jesus healed her daughter and commended her for her faith, her great faith; she was noisy, disruptive, creative and persistent: faith isn’t always neat and tidy, it can mean yelling in the street and breaking the rules. Our Canaanite heroine is the focus of the story; Jesus was reluctantly dragged into it and his thinking was transformed in the process. She was God’s agent for change in Jesus when it came to his understanding of bringing the gospel to the Gentiles. The Canaanite woman’s persistence not only made her daughter whole; it also showed Jesus a broader perspective to his ministry. I don’t think we need to feel threatened by the idea what Jesus changed his mind. What was the point of the narrative of Jesus being tempted in the desert, if not to show us that he struggled with how he was going to live out his calling? Just as he developed physically and emotionally as he grew to maturity, he must also have grown spiritually, e.g., there must have been a point when he realised that his relationship to God the Father was different to everyone else’s. Most memorably in the garden of Gethsemane we see him struggling with the path that he knew God had called him to take. In this encounter, Jesus shows us that it is OK for our understanding of the faith to develop during our life. We cannot expect our beliefs to remain entirely static and we needn’t be afraid of that change. As we are confronted with new evidence and new experiences, we adapt our understanding and that’s healthy! God can hold us in that process. I suspect that our heroine has been a little sidelined because, at face value, this story doesn’t show Jesus in a great light, what with referring to a whole people group as dogs. The idea that Jesus could change his mind is also potentially disturbing, especially since this happened through a foreign woman who didn’t know how to behave in public! Since we haven’t really known what to do with that, we’ve looked for other explanations for what happened that day. I’ve heard people say that Jesus was testing his disciples to see how they would react, and others say that he was teaching the woman about persistence in prayer. But I think our heroine is such a pivotal figure that she should be right near the top of the list of ‘20 Amazing Women in the Bible to Learn From and Admire’, and of the ‘19 Powerful Women in the Bible to Inspire You’ and most importantly in ‘Heroines and Harlots: 20 Biblical Women Who Impacted Their World’. May God give us some of the courage and creativity of this passionate, determined woman.

What’s really going on?

I wrote this reflection on Revelation 12:1-6 at the beginning of the year, inspired by the work of J. Denny Weaver in his excellent book The Non-Violent Atonement. When I was looking for images to accompany this, I remember being struck by how the woman was generally portrayed as being very serene. I don’t remember dealing with the ‘agony of giving birth’ in that way, and can’t imagine that being chased by a dragon would have made it any easier…

We are still in the season of Epiphany this Sunday, a time in which we seek insight and revelation about the nature of God. In that spirit, I would like to tell you about an experience of insight and revelation that I have had. Every time I go into a certain department store in my nearest town, I am assaulted by displays of brand-new consumer goods that nobody needs, beautifully presented and begging to be bought. Once I fight my way past the glitz to the escalators at the back, I always catch the distinctive smell of the bins. That stench of decaying waste seems so entirely appropriate given the conspicuous consumption that this store promotes: the more we buy, the more there is to throw away one day. The fossil fuel consumed to produce all this stuff and the working conditions of many people involved in its production each damage the earth and her inhabitants. It’s like that smell from the bins lifts the lid on what’s really going on. Each time I notice it, the dark side of consumerism comes to mind: scratch the veneer of beauty, affluence, and luxury and we discover extraction, decay, and oppression. Now I don’t want to single out this shop in particular, but I mention this experience because I find it so striking. I have chosen to speak on the lectionary reading from the book of Revelation this morning, a book which is also known as the “Apocalypse of John.” Now, in popular culture, the word Apocalypse has come to mean the end of the world, or something so catastrophic that it feels like the end of the world. But in fact, apocalypse comes from a Greek word which literally means to pull the lid off something. Rather like the smell of the bins that lifts the lid off the glitz to show the underbelly of consumerism, John uses bizarre imagery and a confusing, sometimes terrifying, storyline to lift the lid off reality as usually understood to show us its true nature. He isn’t describing a parallel universe, but uses these images to reveal a spiritual dimension that we don’t normally perceive. If we restrict ourselves to a plain reading of history, we see Jesus as a wandering prophet and miracle worker who promised much, even the kingdom of God, but who delivered little; goodness, he was even executed as a common criminal. But if we lift the lid off surface appearances, as John does, and look for the cosmic dimension of his life, we see the Christ, the victorious lamb of God, the Alpha and the Omega, the bright morning star! And what about those who followed Him? Well, they were scapegoated by Nero for the great fire of Rome, dressed up in animal skins to be torn to pieces by dogs, and used as living torches to light the games and chariot races in Nero’s gardens; these Christians must have looked like complete failures, the most piteous of people. But in chapter 7, John reveals them to be white-robed martyrs, washed in the blood of the lamb whom God guides to springs of the water of life. In writing this book, John shows that perceived reality differs from transcendent reality, reality beyond the range of normal human experience. Anabaptsist scholar J Denny Weaver argues that John wrote this book to encourage his fellow Christians through times of hardship, to trust in the lamb that was slain and yet who lives, to believe in the power of the resurrection to ultimately defeat evil, and to be patient in the meantime. While he does talk of future hope, John uses apocalyptic imagery to lift the lid off events in the recent past to reveal the spiritual reality, to encourage the Church to see beyond the struggles they were facing and to hope and trust that God would ultimately bring justice and peace. However, I do realise that not everyone reads Revelation this way. Others see in it prophesy about the end times and seek to match the various symbols and events with present day phenomena. Taken to an extreme, this gives rise to such things as the The Rapture Index, which describes itself as a Dow Jones Industrial Average of end time activity. It has a point system with 45 categories, including occult activity, ecumenism, and the price of oil. Its all-time high of 189 points was on October 10, 2016, and, in case you are interested, after a it of a dip, we are back up at that value today. The book of Revelation is so wide open to interpretation that we need to be cautious in our reading of it – especially because of how such interpretations can motivate and influence people. The major theme is the resurrection of Christ, that he is victorious and that ultimately all things will be well. We are on safe ground if we can keep that as our lens for interpretation. Today’s reading presents us with an image of a majestic woman crowned with 12 stars, in the agony of childbirth, clothed with the sun, and with the moon under her feet. Poised close by, ready to devour her newborn, is a grotesque, flame-coloured dragon with 7 heads, 10 horns, and 7 diadems. Fortunately, as soon as the child is born, he is snatched away to the throne of God. So what might all this mean? The first clue is that the child will rule the nations with a rod of iron, referring to Psalm 2: the child is the Messiah. The birth and snatching away to the throne of God, refers to the birth, death and resurrection of Christ. In describing the woman, John combined various signs of divinity and beauty. She is clothed with the sun, as God is in Psalm 104. She is associated with the sun and the moon, as is the beloved in chapter 6 of the Song of Solomon. She is crowned with 12 stars, as pagan goddesses of the time were crowned with the 12 signs of the zodiac. These 12 stars also remind us of the 12 tribes of Israel. The woman represents Israel, the people of God from whom the Messiah comes, and she also represents God’s people, the church, which is pursued by Satan, the dragon. Dragons were familiar symbols in ancient thought. Babylonian mythology had a gleaming red dragon of chaos who was defeated by the god of light and order, and we see echos of this in mentions of Leviathan and Behemoth in the OT. More particularly, the 7-headed dragon seems to represent the Roman empire, whose capital was built on 7 hills, while the 7 diadems and 10 horns correspond to the reigns of the 7 Roman emperors from Tiberius, who reigned when Jesus was crucified, plus the three men who ruled for 18 months after Nero, but who couldn’t establish themselves. The rule of Rome and her emperors over and against the Church, was the earthly manifestation of the cosmic conflict between the rule of Satan and the rule of God. Another manifestation of this conflict between the kingdom of God and the powers of this world is Herod’s massacre of the innocents, a story which we also read about in this season of Epiphany. In our text for today, the child is snatched straight up to the throne of God as soon as he is born. John goes straight from Christ’s birth to his resurrection, missing out his life, not because it is unimportant, but because his focus is on the exalted and victorious Christ. This image from Revelation Ch 12 lifts the lid off the historical confrontation between Jesus and the Church, and the Roman empire to show its cosmic dimension and its ultimate significance. As the small and struggling church contemplated the might of Rome, the temptation was to despair. However, in those who recognise their own brokenness and perceive the resurrection of Christ, the reign of God has already triumphed. With this image, John also reminds his readers about the true, demonic, nature of empire, in case they are tempted to collude with it. But what help is this for us now? If we try to lift the lid and look beyond what is happening around us, what do we see? I think it is obvious that we are entering a period of enormous change. We are starting to see the effects of the climate and other environmental crises, political systems are coming under increasing strain, ethical norms are being abandoned, and conflict is growing nationally and internationally. The reign of human sin and arrogance appears to be leading us towards destruction, but, with the resurrection of Christ, the future reign of God has already begun in human history. While we still wait for the fullness of God’s reign, a piece of that future exists now: we see an increasing desire to reconnect with the rest of nature, to address historical wrongs, and to find new ways to live in peace. Will we choose to give up and let the dragon have free reign? Or will we join forces with God, even when our efforts to care for each other and everything else that lives on this planet seem insufficient and insignificant? John’s approach gives us a way to see the bigger picture, to find hope, even when things seem entirely hopeless. May God help us to lift the lid as John did, so that we can live in hope and share that hope with others.

Sour grapes

Reflecting on the fact that the people most impacted by climate change are the ones who have done least to cause it, I thought of Jeremiah 31:29-30. Here’s my reworded version:

The rich have eaten sour grapes, and the teeth of the poor are set on edge.

Funeral for a blackbird

My daughter was inconsolable after witnessing the murder of a blackbird by a Magpie. I tried to console her a little with this:

We are all part of the same good earth, that springs up in different forms at different times, animated by the breath of God. In time, we all return to the earth and our breath is reunited with God.

Do not fear, o soil

I was deeply struck by this verses from Joel (2:21-22), and wondered how to interpret them for our times. Here I’ve tried to express something about hope beyond hope, and trusting in God for who He is, not for what He might do. Do not fear, O soil; be glad and rejoice, for the Lord has done great things! Do not fear, you animals of the field, for the pastures of the wilderness are green; the tree bears its fruit, the fig tree and vine give their full yield. This is what I came up with.

Do not fear, O soil; be glad and rejoice, for the Lord has done great things! Do not fear, you animals of the field, even though the wilderness is barren; the tree is empty of fruit, the fig tree and vine yield nothing. The Lord is God, and even this ending is in his hands.

The woman and the dragon

A short piece of liturgy inspired by Revelation 12:1-5 A great portent appeared in heaven: a woman clothed with the sun, with the moon under her feet, and on her head a crown of twelve stars. She was pregnant and was crying out in birth pangs, in the agony of giving birth. Then another portent appeared in heaven: a great red dragon, with seven heads and ten horns, and seven diadems on his heads. His tail swept down a third of the stars of heaven and threw them to the earth. Then the dragon stood before the woman who was about to bear a child, so that he might devour her child as soon as it was born. And she gave birth to a son, a male child, who is to rule[a] all the nations with a rod of iron. But her child was snatched away and taken to God and to his throne.

The dragon wields its power through earthly rulers and authorities While the woman, clothed with the sun, prepares to birth the Messiah The dragon lies in wait, ready to destroy the Christ But he is snatched away and taken to the throne-room of God Although evil seems to triumph in our time God’s kingdom will prevail, by the power of the resurrection. Amen, come Lord Jesus

Intercessions: You see us, help us to see you.

Some simple intercessions in case you need some ideas…

As we wander in the luscious vineyards, taste the grapes and drink sweet wine; you see us in our rejoicing. Help us to see you. As we come to worship tired, but dutiful, wondering what good it will do; you see us in our disconnection. Help us to see you. As we stumble and fall, hurt each other and forget your love; You see us in our lostness. Help us to see you. As we are battered by pain, confused and in grief; You see us in our suffering. Help us to see you. As we start to hope again and perceive signs of resurrection; You see us through loving eyes. Help us to see you. And we bring before you those [we have mentioned and those] on our hearts that need your healing touch and to know that you see them… We thank you for putting us into communities of faith and love, and thank you for those who lead us… And we ask for your mercy on this fractious and divided world, for peace with the Earth, for peace between nations, and a new awareness of our unity in Christ… Show us the path you are calling us to as individuals and communities, and give us the grace and courage to follow it. Amen.